(march 15,1987) my mom's 21st death anniversary

[nasty]

ewan ko ba kung bakit nagsesenti ako kagabi pa about my mom,,,,knowing na hindi ko naman sya nakasama ng matagal coz im still 6 yrs old only when she was died,,,(maybe coz im pregnant again and i need her for moral support)10 months later after my dad died actually so traumatic coz sa harap ng gate namin sya pinatay and narinig namin ang mga putok actually nakita pa ng sister ko ang mga hitmen....after non ,,,minaltrato pa kami ng lola namin after macomatose yung lolo ko ,,,which is our lolo is mabait talaga ,,,parang telenovela buhay naming 4 na magkakapatid(all girls) i'm the 3rd ,,,my older sisters are just 12 yrs. old and 10 yrs.old then andme as ive said 6 and my sister -icey me just turning 3 those times....

mahirap idetail kasi naiiiyak ako pag naaalala ko eh ,,,,,just want to share with you a li'l bit guys..nalala ko lng kasi yung kanta niya samin ng younger sister kong si -icey me-san

yung line ng someone:
Be brave little one ,,,make a wish for a sad little tear

Hold your head up,,though no one is near

someones waitin' for you...


Don't cry little one,,,There'll be a smile where a frown used to be....

You'll be part of the part of the love that you see,,,,,

Someones waitin' for you....


Always keep a little in your pocket and be sure you see the light ,,,,

Soon there'll be joy and hapiness .....

And your little world will be bright....


yan na lang po muna di ko marecall yung iba eh ,,,,sana alam niyo yung kanta para makarelate kayu sakin...basta nakanta ko sya sa baby ko kagabi en na alalko mom ko ...yung life ko po parang pwedeng magpakailanman or maalaala mo kaya ,,,

just wanna thank her kasi hindi ako magiging strong like me now siguro kung dependent pa din ako sa kanya or sa kanila ng dad ko ...sabi nga ng mga cousins ko ang tibay ko ,,di nila siguro kaya yung napagdaanan ko kahit kalahati lang ,,,yun na lang ang ginagawa kong konswelo sa pagkawala nila .....sensya na po nag o OA ako ,,,:)

[v_wrangler]

Hello Nasty,

I think rather than think of the day they passed away, why not think of the happy times that you were together? :)

I bet they wouldn't want you to feel the pain again and would rather wish you to be strong and happy for your soon to be born baby.

Be brave little one!

[appleseed]

that was 21 yrs. ago ... kalimutan mo na yung mga mapapait na nakaraan ... i'm sure masaya na sila sa piling ng may kapal .... move on girl ...:) mahirap maging senti lalo na sa kalagayan mo ngayon baka makasama pa sa baby mo ....

[yukio_cris]

sad to hear it from you sis. move on , tama sila buntis ka thats why youre too emotional for everything... late ako but my condolences. i missed you :cry:

[summergirl]

naisip mo sya sis dahil alam mong Death Anniversary nya..Tahimik na ang kaluluwa nya..

[Jyellenny]

Ako I always remember my Dad, even if it is not his death anniversary. I kiss his pix everynight after I pray , hoping each kiss reaches him in heaven. Kahit ilan taon pa ang nakalipas we will never forget someone who has passed away especially a death in the family - normal lang iyon. What we have to do is keep on praying for the eternal repose of their souls and all other departed. It is easy to say to "move on" get with your life pero sometimes remembering the tragedy in the family eh ang bigat bigat sa kalooban. Cling to your Faith, that's the only thing we have for salvation and peace of mind. Always remember you are in the warmth and company of your family and loved ones. God Bless!

[coffee]

mahirap talaga at di mo maiiwasan na bumalik-balik
sa isipan mo pala yang mga very tragic moments na yan,
coz at your very young age e ayun ang naging experience
mo in life...
ok lang medyo mag-senti ka, but dont make it
hard for you to suffer, coz di maganda coz nasa state of
developing ka pa ng pregnancy mo.
cry out... it will make you better (not so often*)
:sweeties:

[mOtt_erU]

na-teary-eyed naman ako sayo nasty san.....grabe ang pinagdaanan mo pero nakaya mo, kayong magkakapatid.... Godbless...

[nasty]

salamat po sa inyong lahat ,,,hindi naman po ako kumbaga hindi makamove on ,,,sa katunayan nga po napifeel ko na isa ako sa pinaka lucky na babae ,,,i have my kids they are wonderful and a very supportive husband...

just remebering the date and what happened on those days...shinare ko lang po sa inyo,,,.mahirap po idetail kung bakit hindi ko makalimutan ,,,but i assure you guys nakapagpatawad na ko with the help of GOD....

@motteru san,,,ako siguro last 5 years ko naalala yung mom ko na talagang naging emotional ako like i feel now....mabuti nga nakasurvive kaming magkakapatid as in walang nagkasakit ng malubha or kahit na malalang lagnata lang na naging abunaii ang isa man sa aming magkakapatid ,,,GOD understands everything talaga....

@ ate coffee ko...thanks always te ,,,napakashort ng message mo but full of concern and care...di po ako masyadong umiiyak naluluha lang ako everytime i remember her ,,,knowing na deep in my heart mas love ko dad ko(shitsurei ne mom) but mom is mom di ba

@jyennelly san...as ive mentioned mas love ko dad ko but hindi ako naging senti ng ganito maliban lang noong grade school ako ,,,pag nakikita ko dad ng mga classmates ko pumupunta ako ng CR at dun nag eemote noon ,,,same ng ate ko na halos itakwil ang christmas...

@summergirl san...opo tahimik na po sya im sure...thanks po:)

@mareng yukio_cris san,,,siguro nga sa horrormones ito(hormones) di naman ako ganito talaga eh...thanks sis labsyu

@v_wrangler san and appleseed san ,,,salamat po sa comment and concern sa pregnancy ko ,,,don't worry po i'll being more careful now.....moment ko lang po itong pag eemote ....:)