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docomo
04-11-2006, 12:23 PM
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either... There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait..
chubby_kulot
04-11-2006, 12:36 PM
ako po..sometimes napi-feel ko ang ganyan..nung nasa pinas ako..nagagawa kong di kumibo or kibuin kahit sino..[basta makita nila na wala ako sa mood di na nila ako tatanungin] ni ayaw kong kumilos or kahit ano ayaw kong gawin...natatanong ko rin sa sarili ko kung bakit ako nagkaganon..buong maghapon lang un..then kinabukasan bumabalik na sigla ng katawan ko...pero dito sa japan..since nung talento ako..minsan nararamdaman ko pero pinipigilan ko dahil nandito ako non sa japan para magtrabaho...and ng makasal naman ako sa hubby ko...naramdaman ko uli ang ganon...ayaw kong magsalita..ayaw kong kumain dahil wala akong ganang kumain...ni ayaw kong kumilos..buti na lang nataon na yasumi ni hubby..pero nagworry naman si hubby ko sakin...sabi ko wla lang un...minsan talaga kako ganon ako..abay ayaw maniwala..gusto nya punta kami sa byoin at patingin daw ako..nyek :eeek: para lang ayaw kong mag salita,kumain,at kumilos....basta ayaw kong bumangon sa bed...nakadilat man o nakapikit ang mata ko lumilipad ang diwa ko..kinakausap kahit sarili kong diwa..[tapos maaalala ko ang nakaraan..mga pagkakamaling nagawa ko...then nakikita ko sarili ko nagdarasal na at nagpapasalamat...].pero dahil nagworry si hubby...minsan kahit na napi-feel ko at andito si hubby..pinipilit kong maging masaya kahit pilit lang..pero pag wala sya..naku...pag labas at pag babay ko sa kanya sa veranda balik na ako sa bed...dun lang ako..until bago sya dumating..wla ako sa mood gawin kahit ano eh... :jiggy:
ang tao kasi..kahit gano kasigla o kasaya...marami man problema o wla...nakakaramdam din ng pagod..di naman ang katawan natin ang napapagod lang..pati ..kundi un kaluluwa natin.... :sweeties: at ang pagkain ng kaluluwa natin eh un pagdarasal sa itaas..pagsisisi sa mga kasalanan...at pasasalamat sa mga biyayang natanggap...
proud me
04-11-2006, 03:59 PM
ako madalas nangyayari yan...ewan ko kung bakit na mas gusto ko yong ako lang ang nag iisip na madalas natatalo ako sa sarili ko na hindi ko rin alam minsan kung ano yong dahilan...kaya minsan pagnararamdaman kong kailangan labanan ko ito na kahit na ako na sarili ko hindi ko alam ang nagiging dahilan kaya pano ko matutulungan ang sarili ko at pano ko sasabihin sa iba na kung ako minsan na sarili ko hindi ko alam...pray...aroma therapy...nagbabasa ng mga about spiritual healing...regration. ..forgiveness...and always figth sa hindi mapaliwanag na dinadala...kaya sa mga ganyang moment ko mas gusto ko yong nagiisa akong hinahanap sa sarili ko kung ano yong makakatulong sa akin para mapaglabanan ko.:)
chris_rock
04-11-2006, 04:15 PM
i also feel the same way sometimes; when you just feel like being alone. letting the hours pass by...staring blankly. a lot of things are running inside your head; sometimes nothing just makes sense at all. you feel depressed for no reason at all.
just wanting to curl up inside your shell makes you feel safe. nothing feels better than being inside your comfort zone; isolated from the world. where everything seems to be tranquil and pristine.
the musings of a troubled mind...
infinite_trial
04-11-2006, 05:29 PM
locked mahself in mah room for 3 days...slept all afternoon. woke up only to eat...
@doc
I hope it will pass soon. May mga panahon talaga na ganun no? Parang wala ka lang na pakialam, sa ibang tao pati na sa sarili mo. :confused: My worst lasted weeks. Tulad ni infinite, nagkulong din ako sa kwarto. Stayed awake all night, slept during the day. I just did not want to see anyone, even refused to go to the lab and do my thesis! Just imagine how mad my professor, sempais and labmates were at me. :O Did a lot of catching and making up and apologizing later on.
Autumn
04-11-2006, 07:25 PM
nangyayari din yan sa akin, siguro twice or trice a year,ayaw kong sumagot ng phone,ayaw kong makipagusap kahit kanino, pakiramdam ko parang lahat kasi lumalayo sa akin,ang hirap ipaliwanag yan pakiramdam na iyan sa totoo lang, minsan nga nagpatingin na ako .baka kasi sintomas ng deppression,negative naman.over stressed lang daw..
akala ko nga ako lang nagkakaganyan..maram i pala tayo or siguro lahat tayo.cheer up @docomo san:)
Stacie Fil
04-11-2006, 07:31 PM
Beep beep!
Beep, beep!:devil:
Hindi kaya katamaran lang yan? :scratch:
O kaya PMS? :toofunny:
And quite fearsome...pa tuyo na ang balon...:yikes:
Ha,ha,ha,...JOKE lang pooooh! he,he,he. :biglaugh: :king: :banghead:
:hellfire: Teka lang, huwag ka munang mag lagablab, nagbibiro lang talaga.:bowdown:
:fire:Hayan...cool lang tayo. Im sure pana panahon lang yan. Lahat tayo dumadaan sa ganyang feeling.(Wow, normal pala ako...:) ) Siguro dahil na rin sa pwesto nang buwan. Aw, aw, awhoooo! Ha,ha,ha... Pero sa totoo lang, kung minsan eh talagang tumatahol ako at uma alulong sa buwan. Pang patanggal nang Stress ba? Try mo rin doc, parang theraphy ba. Let us know kung ano ang effect. Ay...:scratch:, di pala pwede ngayon, umuulan. Pero hintay ka, baka next week lumabas ang buwan.
Pinangi-ngiti lang kita brod. In my case, usually I goes to calm and nice places like fields, mountain , rivers or sea. Waste time. Ay, Contemplate a little pala. Total yun na ang feeling ko, di sabayan ko na talaga. Bigay hilig pa, ha,ha,ha at nasa panahon.
Kung minsan naman eh, nilalagyan ko nang konteng effort at sinasabayan ko nang art. Kahit na anong lumabas na idea. Pero ang pinaka gusto kong style while wasting time is to indulge myself
with good foods, chocolate or ice cream.
Haaaaay, ganyan talaga ang buhay. Kung minsan eh kailangan, pinakikisamahan din.:D
Pis po.
adechan
04-11-2006, 08:04 PM
those days???????
di nasagot sa phone, di napasok sa trabaho, gustong matulog sa maghapon, pero sakit sa ulo ..... don't know what to do ..... grab the foods i can hanggang sa ma-satisfy, then here the concience asking ......"what are you doing with yourself?"
took some light shower, or soak on the ofuro for hours, then i go to prayer and confessing this lazy lazy sickness that strucked to my bones, play worship songs, until i sing and sing, read bible, pray, and then a walk along the kawa, or koen along our neighborhood
oh what a wonderful blessed life i have after all
probably those days are just the result of stress:eek:
it came from many factors .... job, money, human relationship, disappointments ..... and etc
Raiden
04-12-2006, 09:05 AM
@ docomo
Hey. What's the matter? How come your smile is upside down? :(
Seems like you're in a depressed mood. I guess everybody goes through that at least once in their lifetime.
Allow me to tell you this story.
Isang araw sa buhay ni Pedro, naaksidente and sinasakyan niyang jeep. Sa kasawiang palad, naputol ang kanyang kanang braso. Naghilom ang mga sugat niya sa katawan, pero ang sugat sa puso niya ay sariwa pa rin, dahil sa pagkawala ng kanyang braso. So ever since nung aksidente, depress na depress si Pedro na para bang wala nang saysay ang buhay niya. Naisipan niyang umakyat sa tuktok ng isang mataas na gusali para malaman niya kung meron siyang lakas ng loob na wakasan ang kanyang buhay.
Pero nung nasa tuktok na siya, meron siyang nakitang isang mama sa ibaba na putol ang dalawang braso, at nagsasasayaw. So naging curious ngayon si Pedro, kung bakit putol na nga ang dalawang braso nung mama, eh ang saya saya pa rin niya. Bumaba si Pedro para makiusisa.
"Mama mama, pwede bang magtanong? Bakit ikaw, putol na nga ang dalawang braso mo, pero ang saya saya mo paring nagsasasayaw diyan, samantalang ako isang braso lang ang putol, pero nawalan na ng saysay ang aking buhay?"
Sabi nung mama "Hindi ako masayang nagsasasayaw, makati lang ang puwit ko." :eek: :bonk:
Galadriel
04-12-2006, 10:29 AM
Cheer up docomo-san. I guess what you feel now is surprisingly typical among many others, myself included. The blues, one of the many human emotions. It's natural to feel it, everybody gets it. Our loved ones are back home, gloomy weather since yesterday (stretching until the whole week), stress from work, fear of getting old, relationship gone sour, etc, etc. Again, it's natural to feel it but don't make it last long. Remember Eve was created next to Adam, so don't feel alone. Think happy thoughts :) - tinkerbell !
geminigirl
04-12-2006, 12:44 PM
Ay naku ganyan talaga ang buhay....you have your highs and lows. Guess that's human nature. Extremes ika nga. Anyone and everyone experiences that feeling. A time when you want to be really alone or in solitude. A time when you want to hide your head in the sand and cry. But alam nyo ba na we need a time like this? When you'll be in solace or comfort of silence to be able to think of everyhting and anything? Call it tantrums or grumpiness too. But I'd rather be in the former where I can think and be quiet for a while. Di ba after this naman you're back in your old state? It just pasess. It's a normal phenomenon for normal people like us TF guys. So when your back for sure happy na naman tayo di ba?
Hello sa lahat. Be seeing you all next week. Have a holy week ahead of you......:)
sensei
04-12-2006, 06:08 PM
Being alone is not a bad thing. Maybe it's just...a way to calm yourself from stressful things in life, giving space and air to breath..... whew:yesyes:
Don't worry about being alone coz you're never really alone.
kaori
05-20-2006, 11:06 PM
akala ko ako lang ang nakakaramdam ng ganito,marami pala tayo.dumadating ang panahon na kahit hubby ko ayaw ko kausapin,mauubos na laway nya kasasalita nde pa rin ako natitinag,gusto ko lang luto lang ako ng luto,kahit marami na ulam,cge pa rin ako ng luto.good for 3 days na yata naluluto ko wala pa rin me salita.pagkatapos lakad-lakad ako sa tabing dagat pinanonood ko lang ang mga alon.pero nde naman ako naiiyak,ala lang...basta parang tulala lang ako,tapos uuwi na rin ako,maliligo,babad sa ofuro ng matagal,nde ko malaman kung ano iniisip ko.pero madali naman akong makatulog pag higa sa kama.inaabot ako minsan ng 2 days na ganyan...
ritzyu
06-13-2006, 11:19 AM
Ganyan din pala kayo , minsan nga wala akong idea kung bakit dumadating
pala sa atin yung sumpong na yon.. once in a while inaatake rin pala kayo noon.
Minsan kase naiisip ko di yata ako normal, sa Pilipinas parang di yata ako nakaramdam
nang ganyan. Sa atin tawag doon wala ka sa mood. Dito sa Japan gusto mong idisconnect
mo ang sarili mo sandali sa paligid, para bang, I don't belong here, ewan ko lang sa iba..pero natatapos naman agad yon at balik na naman sa normal.:p hindi naman boredoom yon o homesick. Amen to all your comments,pare- pareho lang pala din tayo, don't need to worry
naman pala. Kaya pala sabi nila, ang mga babae hirap espelengen daw.:D
yeba!
07-09-2006, 12:01 AM
I'm no stranger to that feeling. May nakapagsabi sa akin:
"Emptiness: kawalan. Wala lang dapat. Pero mabigat dalhin"
Natawa ko sa quote na yan kasi napakasimple pero napakatotoo. Minsan all we could do is wait. And in the mean time I try to go on with my life wearing a mask. Convincing myself everytime I wake up that things would get better soon. It may be pathetic sometimes being an optimist. But it's all worth it when it's all over. :)
ps. this type of mood got me into blogging. having control of your own small galaxy in the internet universe helps (atleast for me). for that KB is yours alone to control.
greatbarrier
07-11-2006, 10:35 PM
hi doc!
u know what, you made me comfortable! coz i also do get those sensations which i can't describe but put me in melancholic state! inisip ko tuloy, tumatanda na ba talaga ako & ganito na mga nararamdaman ko? coz when i was in my early 20's, i didn't experience being in this situation....so i really can't help but wonder...and wala naman akong mahanap na sagot.....
coming from you guys, it just proved that i'm normal...:)
now, it provoked me to pondering.. bakit nga kaya? baka naman maloka ko kakaisip....kasi baka tama si staciefil...dala lang ng pabago-bagong posisyon ng buwan....:eeek: :insane: ....joke lang po....
seriously though, when i'm in this situation, i do one of the following: i overwork myself....but sometimes, my brain doesn't want to cooperate, so i call in sickleave:D (kesa naman AIDS - "as if doing something"--ako sa office :D )...i stay at home & clean my place. if the sad feeling is still lingering, that's my sign that i really need to go out for a breather....so what i normally do is go to a quiet place and do some reflections.....mins an sa beach, or sa tagaytay and then watch the sunset. i always bring my journal with me, kasi most of the time, putting all my sentiments and emotions into writing gives me relief and pacify the bad feelings that i have.....and finally, i drop by a church or chapel.
but recently, since non-stop ang price increase ng gas, so it's expensive for me now to go to the beach or tagaytay:D :D ...buti na lang, i found a new hang-out...walang iba kundi ang TF...;) punta lang ako sa isang secluded na coffee shop with WAN connection, with my laptop and there....bum na ko the whole day! reading/makings posts....sometimes bring just my journal and simply write....and then, attend a mass....
Chibi
07-19-2006, 05:29 PM
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either... There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait..
Naku Doc!!kulang lang yan sa dilig!!!!wihihihihih ihi!!!:D
docomo
07-19-2006, 06:41 PM
Naku Doc!!kulang lang yan sa dilig!!!!wihihihihih ihi!!!:D
hahahaha sira ka talaga!! ganun ba yon? o sige padidilig na ko :p :D
tfcfan
07-19-2006, 06:55 PM
hahahaha sira ka talaga!! ganun ba yon? o sige padidilig na ko :p :D
:biglaugh: Ang dami naman kaseng tubig sa Japan ,ba't ayaw magpadilig!:lol:
Pero Doc kidding aside,ganyan din ako minsan,mas gusto kong mapag-isa at mag-isip ng mag-isip...:)
ichimar
07-19-2006, 07:04 PM
madalas nagyayari sa akin yan doc,kita mo naman po lugar namin,parang masisiraan ako ng bait:p :D pero nagyayari talaga sa akin yan,lalo na at nagiisa lang ako.....hay maging senti na naman:(
docomo
07-19-2006, 07:05 PM
nyahahaha ang kulet netong dalawa na ito .... eto sa inyo tfcfan at chibibay :fire: :p
Chibi
07-19-2006, 07:07 PM
:biglaugh: Ang dami naman kaseng tubig sa Japan ,ba't ayaw magpadilig!:lol:
Pero Doc kidding aside,ganyan din ako minsan,mas gusto kong mapag-isa at mag-isip ng mag-isip...:)special tubig daw gamot dun...........
tubig ni Fisher!!:D
nakow prendship tfc,hwak esep ng esep,magpadilig ka na rin!!:p hay preho lang pala tayo dumaan sa parang di alam ano gusto sa buhay!ganyang daw yung malapit ng mawalan ng panahon.....feeling insecure!!:eek: :D o kaya naman nag iinarte lang!!:hihi: jowk lang!!PIZZ!!ito'y akin lang haka-haka!!:p
Chibi
07-19-2006, 07:13 PM
madalas nagyayari sa akin yan doc,kita mo naman po lugar namin,parang masisiraan ako ng bait:p :D pero nagyayari talaga sa akin yan,lalo na at nagiisa lang ako.....hay maging senti na naman:(
prendship Ichimar,lumusong ka kase minsan sa kapatagan!!nyihihihi hihi!!:eek: :DJowk!!!hwak galit!! may solusyon ako jyen!!disco na lang kaya tau!!mahilig ako pumunta dun................. .
para magbutas ng upuan!!:bonk: :biglaugh:
Chibi
07-19-2006, 07:16 PM
nyahahaha ang kulet netong dalawa na ito .... eto sa inyo tfcfan at chibibay :fire: :pmaya na yean!!
khulitan mowna tayowww!:D
ichimar
07-19-2006, 07:16 PM
prendship Ichimar,lumusong ka kase minsan sa kapatagan!!nyihihihi hihi!!:eek: :DJowk!!!hwak galit!! may solusyon ako jyen!!disco na lang kaya tau!!mahilig ako pumunta dun................. .
para magbutas ng upuan!!:bonk: :biglaugh:di uso disco dito mama chibi:( puro pang matsuri sayaw dito,he he he:D minsan makadayo nga sa inyo at magbubutas na din ako ng upuan.....kinukundis yon ko lang katawan ko:D :p
tfcfan
07-19-2006, 07:19 PM
special tubig daw gamot dun...........
tubig ni Fisher!!:D
nakow prendship tfc,hwak esep ng esep,magpadilig ka na rin!!:p hay preho lang pala tayo dumaan sa parang di alam ano gusto sa buhay!ganyang daw yung malapit ng mawalan ng panahon.....feeling insecure!!:eek: :D o kaya naman nag iinarte lang!!:hihi: jowk lang!!PIZZ!!ito'y akin lang haka-haka!!:p
Tingin ko nga chibi prend,ganyan nga lang ako nag-iinarte kung minsan,,para mapansin ni habibi at ng madiligan...:lol: :D
@doc di ako tatablan nyan,may magdidilig po sa akin kung gugustuhin ko lang po :p
nya!haha!haha!:lol: kaya lang di pwede sa mga panahong tulad nito:hihi: :D
Chibi
07-19-2006, 07:25 PM
Tingin ko nga chibi prend,ganyan nga lang ako nag-iinarte kung minsan,,para mapansin ni habibi at ng madiligan...:lol: :D
@doc di ako tatablan nyan,may magdidilig po sa akin kung gugustuhin ko lang po :p
nya!haha!haha!:lol: kaya lang di pwede sa mga panahong tulad nito:hihi: :D
pede bang magpadilig din???sama ko na si Doc,sabay kami!!!:D threesome.......ihih ihihihi!!saan kaya ako pupwesto???:D
ichimar
07-19-2006, 07:27 PM
Tingin ko nga chibi prend,ganyan nga lang ako nag-iinarte kung minsan,,para mapansin ni habibi at ng madiligan...:lol: :D
@doc di ako tatablan nyan,may magdidilig po sa akin kung gugustuhin ko lang po :p
nya!haha!haha!:lol: kaya lang di pwede sa mga panahong tulad nito:hihi: :Dparang commercial dating ha......SA PANAHON NGAYUN,BAWAL MAG PA DILIG:) :p
tfcfan
07-19-2006, 07:48 PM
pede bang magpadilig din???sama ko na si Doc,sabay kami!!!:D threesome.......ihih ihihihi!!saan kaya ako pupwesto???:D
pede na rin..:lol: jumbang-jumbang na lang chibi prend!:nuts:
parang commercial dating ha......SA PANAHON NGAYUN,BAWAL MAG PA DILIG
:biglaugh: nakuha mo prend!!!!
Chibi
07-19-2006, 07:55 PM
:D parang commercial dating ha......SA PANAHON NGAYUN,BAWAL MAG PA DILIG:) :p
anong commercial un prendship Ichimar?hwak ka maniwala dun!!inggit lang un!:D eh ang lamig nga ngaun tas umuulan............. .........
ma tsalap magpa dilig!!!pede nga lang sa futong na tayo tumira.............. .jing...e lang daw ang pahinga!!!:eek: :D
fisher
07-19-2006, 10:34 PM
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either... There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait..
Doc, I wish I could stay alone forever.Leave me aloneeeee!!!!!!:D
docomo
07-19-2006, 11:37 PM
Doc, I wish I could stay alone forever.Leave me aloneeeee!!!!!!:D
wahahaha.. ayoko nga pasaway ka kase!.. hindi kita tatantanan no :p :D
ichimar
07-20-2006, 12:30 PM
:D
anong commercial un prendship Ichimar?hwak ka maniwala dun!!inggit lang un!:D eh ang lamig nga ngaun tas umuulan............. .........
ma tsalap magpa dilig!!!pede nga lang sa futong na tayo tumira.............. .jing...e lang daw ang pahinga!!!:eek: :Dmama chibi CLUSIVOL po yun,vitamins po,pero sa PANAHON NG TAG ULAN LAGING NADIDILIG:p yun na po ang latest version:p :)
satsuki
07-20-2006, 01:51 PM
Hay ako before madalas ganyan din,natural lang naman talaga siguro yan..but now siguro nga naging kontento ako sa buhay kasama ng family ko, so bihira ko na lang mafeel yan ngayon..and thankful po ako..
Hanki
07-28-2006, 11:05 AM
Ay mga sistah !!!!! akala ko vakla lang nakakaramdam nyan .?? kaze wala akong mapag sabihan or mapagtanungan..OO nga pala pare pareho tayong Tao anoh..:) Im not Alone {happy}
hayaren
09-03-2006, 12:16 AM
Often I too have my share of mood swings most especially at the first day of the working week, might be the transition from my weekend break and that back to circular motion at work is something I have to come to terms with myself. It’s just great to have 1 of my officemate’s, it must be because my cabin is just next to him that he can peep thru the glass how I am doin’ and he would buzz me at once “what’s wrong?”, just being asked goes a long way with me and in return I would do the same thing to him when he looks gloomy. We are only human thus we act like one sometimes!:)
mOtt_erU
09-11-2006, 01:58 AM
pasali na rin Docomo San:)
I`ve felt that way na many times before, lahat Unexplainably pero ganoong feeling nga.
Siguro minsan pwedeng "Burnout" o kaya gusto naten "to take a break" ..o huminga at magisip isip..maybe It sounds weird or awkward pero , I think it`s NATURAL.
houseboy
12-31-2007, 12:28 AM
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either... There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait..
I feel you, man!!!
And the "HOLIDAY (un)CHEER" makes it worse.:liftup:
docomo
01-02-2008, 11:42 PM
I feel you, man!!!
And the "HOLIDAY (un)CHEER" makes it worse.:liftup:
Happy thoughts for you HB :)
la_tina512
01-02-2008, 11:50 PM
If only I could run away from my family when I'm feeling that way. It was a blessing in disguise when I was hospitalized in May last year. I was in a private room for a week just reading my Bible, eating, sleeping and watching television in between.
It's normal to feel that way once in a while especially when you are stressed or burn-out.
katheyrine
01-04-2008, 04:40 AM
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either...
exactly what I am feeling...
plenty questions unanswered...
Wish I could learn to forgive and forget too.
If only I could have turned back time..I could not have let these things happened.
:(
gabby
01-05-2008, 10:25 AM
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either... There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait..
You've already said it. . . . it happens to all of us. You might like me to buy you a GRANDE CUP of Caffe LATTE??? What do you think?? Or a pint of super cold beer? :p :p :p
docomo
01-05-2008, 04:18 PM
You've already said it. . . . it happens to all of us. You might like me to buy you a GRANDE CUP of Caffe LATTE??? What do you think?? Or a pint of super cold beer? :p :p :p
.. manglilibre ka na rin lang naman samahan mo na rin ng lunch kaya ... :p
infinite_trial
01-05-2008, 04:22 PM
nalulungkot din ako, ilibre mo din ako gabs! :lol:
docomo
01-05-2008, 05:01 PM
bihira lang manlibre ang gabs.. samantalahin na :D
houseboy
01-05-2008, 08:41 PM
You've already said it. . . . it happens to all of us. You might like me to buy you a GRANDE CUP of Caffe LATTE??? What do you think?? Or a pint of super cold beer? :p :p :p
Mate, a pint will do.:toast:
bihira lang manlibre ang gabs.. samantalahin na :D
Kay Gabs yung beer, sa yo Frappuccino. Kahit may sipon ako, go na go ako diyan.:D
Happy thoughts for you HB :)
Happy thoughts make me fly. Later then, have to rush to Neverland.;):p
barabara
01-05-2008, 09:41 PM
akala ko ako lang ang nakakaramdam ng minsan ayaw ko lahat:( parang pagodddd na pagod ako sa buhay ko..parang sawa na ko sa pag-iisa. me kasama ka nga parang ala din..kelan ko lang natutunan ang pano labanan ito...sabi nga ng anak ko..ay mama mapalad ka pa nga kung sa iba diyan..:( :)
gabby
01-06-2008, 07:18 AM
.. manglilibre ka na rin lang naman samahan mo na rin ng lunch kaya ... :p
Oo ba! Walang problima, basta ba hindi buong bario nang Y.P. sige tara na habang wala pa yung mga nag-e-eb sa pilipinas.:D :D :D
gabby
01-06-2008, 07:20 AM
nalulungkot din ako, ilibre mo din ako gabs! :lol:
Hi IT chang. Happy new year!! Sige na punta ka na dito. Hiramin mo iyong jet ni AYALA para madali heh he he he . . .:D
gabby
01-06-2008, 07:23 AM
Mate, a pint will do.:toast:
Kay Gabs yung beer, sa yo Frappuccino. Kahit may sipon ako, go na go ako diyan.:D
Happy thoughts make me fly. Later then, have to rush to Neverland.;):p
Sige na! Punta ka na dito mag lunch tayo treat ko. :p
KikoyBalayon
01-06-2008, 09:20 AM
yey.. guinness beer! guinness beer! guinness beer! :hihi:
gabby
01-06-2008, 09:25 AM
yey.. guinness beer! guinness beer! guinness beer! :hihi:
Hello stranger!!! Welcome Back!!!:wavey: :)
KikoyBalayon
01-06-2008, 09:49 AM
thanks.. im back in the freezer... hehehe... may pampainit ka ba jan?
proud me
01-06-2008, 01:55 PM
akala ko ako lang ang nakakaramdam ng minsan ayaw ko lahat:( parang pagodddd na pagod ako sa buhay ko..parang sawa na ko sa pag-iisa. me kasama ka nga parang ala din..kelan ko lang natutunan ang pano labanan ito...sabi nga ng anak ko..ay mama mapalad ka pa nga kung sa iba diyan..:( :) siguro ako rin pag-lampas narin ng 20yrs.old bunso ko tulad ng bunso mo siguro ako rin laging mag-iisa narin :( dahil yung tatay rin niya parang si habi mo rin na mas marami yung time niya sa work at sa sariling mundo niya...medyo lang siya siguro pa kasi nga high school palang rin yung anak niya kaya ayaw lang rin siguro na masasabihan na wala na siyang oras sa anak niya...pero pag-nakakalusot siya ayun din nakakababad din sa room niya...sabagay ganun din kaming mag-iina narin ngayon natuto narin mag-pugad mas babad pa mag-pugad minsan anak niya sa kanya :D noon talagang nakakaloka puro trabahong bahay na walang katapusan para wag mapansin ang nangyayari sa paligid o ginagawa ...nililigaw ba :D :p
infinite_trial
01-06-2008, 05:49 PM
Hi IT chang. Happy new year!! Sige na punta ka na dito. Hiramin mo iyong jet ni AYALA para madali heh he he he . . .:D
lapit na mate :D
gabby
01-06-2008, 06:00 PM
lapit na mate :D
That's great news oyti. Let me know mate when you come. I'll pick you up at the airport.:p
infinite_trial
01-06-2008, 06:05 PM
That's great news oyti. Let me know mate when you come. I'll pick you up at the airport.:p
hontou ni? hatid mo ko kila doc? :p
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